Here I go again – moaning, moaning, moaning!!! Do you have a part of you that can keep on moaning (sometimes deservedly, I have to say) and drives you, and everyone else, up the wall?? Yes, I know you have and sometimes this part can take you over without you realising it.
Well, I’d like you to meet ‘Moaning Minnie’ as that is what I’ve named her. At the moment, she feels she has every right to moan –
Fell off the arm of the settee climbing up to open a window
(don’t even go there – said it all to myself!!!)
G.P., then Hospital wait, then Plaster Cast
Pain – Fingers and Knuckle Swollen and Bruised
Difficulty doing anything
Takes forever pulling pants up and down
Can’t fasten or unfasten anything (boobs at my waist!!)
Other hand is now tender and sore with over-usage
Won’t go on as could go on except to say that this continuous heat is still an issue in amongst all of this!!!
So you see, Moaning Minnie does actually feel sorry for herself and wants to cry and just disappear until she is all better – someone make it all go away!!!
This is my Reality AND I have a good man who is doing the best he can with this frustrated, nagging, sorry for herself wife.
I have the loveliest supportive friends who have offered to get me things, pick me up and take me out, text me, sending me healing, advised on homeopathic medicines… Never mind my Business Lunch Group with flowers and making me laugh…
So life goes on and on. I stopped and re-assessed what was happening through hearing my Moaning Minnie’s cries – listened to my reality – and then I could give thanks for being alive, being surrounded by love and having so much to be grateful for.
I am actually smiling now!!!
Sending Love and Blessings to You All – Go Well.
My new website for Stop It, Fuck It, Thank You is going live soon – keep an eye out for it.